updated.

Me and my ex have been texting for months now, and I really really like him. I always have.
I lost my virginity to him when I was 14, and I've never fully gotten over him.
Well anyways, like I said we were texting, and flirting like mad, and talking about getting sexual lol, and then the conversation turned around to us maybe one day getting together in the future, and then he turns around and says to me "You have a child, I'm sorry"

I replied to him saying "Lol don't say sorry" so he goes "but I genuinely am?" So I said "lol it doesnt matter i always knew things would be different now"

I'm trying to act fine about it, but I honestly feel like bursting into tears.

He just proved to me no-one other than Liam is ever going to want me now I have a child

something like this happened to me, my ex before quintins dad
he kept coming over and seeing me while pregnant, telling me he loved me and missed me (tho he had a girlfriend, i really just have bad luck with men) anyway I love him so I kept hoping we would get together if they broke, even tho he said it alot that he doesn't want quintin because he isn't his.. so I kept believing to myself that maybe once he met quintin,he would just see how amazing quin is..
well I few weeks after quintin was born , his girlfriend and him broke up and he was msging me tel me he loves me, and wants to be with me...
well he came by, spent the night, the next morning he says he loves ME not quintin, and never could love him, and If I didn't have a kid, he would marry me.
then he left a few hours later I found out he was back with his girlfriend .


It really hurt, and I thought no one would ever want me, but guys do! so its okay, I think maybe cause they loved the woman before we were mothers, you will find a man to ove you and LO (hopefully I do too! )

thanks.

he just text again saying "sorry if i upset you" so I was like "lol its ok"

so he goes "is it though? I do miss you..."

hes hurting my head.

this sucks

im gunna be a nun

omg, my ex sounds so much like yours LOL
he did said things like that forever, killed me and I couldn't help myself but talk to him anyway, lol

can you be a nun if you have children? lol never looked into it. ahaha.

No lol, but I'm still going to be nun, it makes life easier. or maybe I'll be a lesbian

Lmao I'll date you Sash, I'm swearing off men for life after last nights argument with ex

awe whatt happened nicole?

Hun if someone really REALLY likes you the fact you have a baby wouldn't bother them at all.

thanks girls. he texted me again last night after everything was kicking off with the other girls saying this

"Sasha, Just ignore them. Some teenage mothers are going to be immature and bitch and moan about their situation. Your brave, braver than most. You're young and people are going to judge you but you'll always have you REAL friends. We'll stand by you. You are and always will be a brilliant mum."

it made me cry lol
xx

He might change his mind, if not he's not the guy for you xx

Thats a lovely message they sent you Sash

id cry too haha x

Awww he sounds so sweet, who knows, maybe he will change his mind

he textedme again last night asking me how I felt, so I told him, and then he replied with

I'm sure that would have made me cry if it hadn't made me feel infinatly better...thank you If things were different I'm sure things would have worked out between us. We'll always be friends though.

Always. If you anything ever happens to you or you need me, I'll come running.

ahhh why did I have to losse the sweetest person ever. grrrr

Awwww hun *hugs*

Maybe the more he talks to you etc you'll get used to the fact you have a baby. That message was really sweet he sounds like he really likes you

update: he says that he does want to bewith me. and that theres more a chance of it, "when we're older".

I know its not much of an inprovement, but we've been having serious conversations for days, and things are looking up.

We're going to go out for a bit at some point, just as friends obviously, as summers dad is still on the scene, so we can see if we actually want to be together, or is it just something we've made ourselves believe.

xD

Yay! Go Sasha!

It sounds like you two could really make a go of things!

Keep going out as friends and I rekon he will decide he doesn't want to wait until you are older after all

I'm hoping so too.

He wrote to me in another langauge earlier and goes "I love everything about you"

^.^

spoke again last night, and he was calling me beautiful and amazing and that he loves everything about me

He also said, that the reason he won't he won't be with me yet is because he wants to be able to support Summer <3

Awww!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He sounds amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he is

I'm so happy right now. I haven't been happy like this in a long time.

It's like the feelings you get when you first begin to date someone knew
and your always excited and on a high, and like you know when you go on
msn, and everytime someone signs on msn, your hoping its that one
person, and your alays waitng for a text so you kow they're thinking of
you <3

Summer and I are so lucky to have someone as amazing as him care about us

Glad your feeling happy hun xx

i hope everything works out for you hun x