my beautiful baby girl born to be an angel.

when i was 38 weeks pregnant with my daughter.. i went into labour naturally
around 11pm tuesday august 15th 2006. my dr had told me that if i get pains not
to go to the hospital to sit and wait for my water to break. so i did. at 2pm
the next day my contractions were unbearable so i went to the hospital even tho my
water sill had not broken. when i got to the hospital the nurse said i was in
labour and i was hooked up to monitors for contractions and babies heart
rate..

the nurse said that she couldnt find a heart beat for the baby and
was going to get another machine, after the 2nd machine didnt show a heart beat
the nurse then called for a ultrasound.
just before the ultrasound machine
got there, their was 4 nurses and the obgyn doctor in the room all waiting to
see.

i was hooked up to the ultrasound around 420pm the doctor then said
that the reason they couldnt find a heart beat was because there was none. and
that he would induce me to help make labour go faster. at 515pm he broke my
water.

at 11:24pm August 16th 2006 after 24 1/2 hours of labour my
daughter Nevaeh Marie Slack was born. she is my perfect angel.
nobody could give me answers to y her tiny heart stoped beating. they told me she was going
to have an autopsy.

her funeral was august 23rd and i still had no answers.
May 2007 i received a phone call from my obgyn to come in and speak
with him. he had the autopsy results.

witch stated: when i was in labour
she became stressed and did a bowel moment and some got into her lungs. witch
caused her to stop breathing. the doctor said it was all so unexpectedly and
uncontrollable..

but i still needed more answers. so after speaking to my
family doctor he then explained to me that. she had passed away 12 hours before
autopsy witch places her death time at 115pm august 16th. meaning when i went
into labour she was fine. my water didnt break because a lot of times it doesnt
right away, and some times never does... witch then made me realize that if i
would have went into the hospital sooner.. i could have had a c-section. and she
would still be here.
everyone says its not my fault and i know its not. but i
could have maybe prevented it from happening if i had not been told to wait. so
unfortunately my beautiful baby girl was born sleeping... witch changed my life
forever.

im so sorry hun...what an awful thing to have happened.
Your little girl was too good for this world.
People are right to tell you not to blame yourself, its not yor fault.
Im positive she still watches you and her little brother somewhere xxx

I am sooo sorry to hear of your loss, I cannot imagine

Kris is right you absolutely should not blame yourself there's no way you could have known, sometimes life is just soo unfair

Its not your fault at all hun.

This world wasnt good enough for her and she is safe now. I bet shes looking down on you and your son and keeping you both safe from this cruel world.

:hugs: shes beautiful x

I'm so sorry for your loss

sorry for your loss of your daughter

sorry for your loss
x